{"id":187,"date":"2015-06-11T14:17:36","date_gmt":"2015-06-11T12:17:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/suicidevoluntary.alekscuracsaric.me\/?p=187"},"modified":"2015-06-11T14:17:36","modified_gmt":"2015-06-11T12:17:36","slug":"never-over","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/2015\/06\/11\/never-over\/","title":{"rendered":"Never Over"},"content":{"rendered":"

We had something wonderful.<\/em><\/p>\n

There is always someone better, said to me a friend who I saw moments ago smiling as he never smiled before seeing his girlfriend walk into the room. Love of his life, he said one day to describe her. He is one sober motherfucker.
\nI did my best.
\n\u2013 I see you looking at all those girls wishing one of them will wow you. They won\u2019t. Do you still love her?
\n\u2013 I do.
\n\u2013 No you don\u2019t. You just remember her. You remember everything about her. All the moments, all the little things. You remember the feeling when you made her happy.
\n\u2013 I do.
\n\u2013 Yes you do, and you will. Until you forget. But for you it will take longer, as you remember like no one I met before.
\n\u2013 I do.
\n\u2013 You want her back?
\n\u2013 I do.
\n\u2013 Well, you shouldn\u2019t. She might be good for you but you were too good for her. You need someone who is too good for you.
\n\u2013 I do.
\n\u2013 You think there is no one out there that would like you.
\n\u2013 I do.
\n\u2013 And that is your mistake. People liked you before, people will like you again. And by people I mean beautiful women who will go home smiling after they saw you for the night. If you know what I mean.
\n\u2013 I do.
\n\u2013 I know you do.<\/p>\n

And it will never be wonderful again.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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