{"id":286,"date":"2015-09-03T23:38:59","date_gmt":"2015-09-03T21:38:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/suicidevoluntary.alekscuracsaric.me\/?p=286"},"modified":"2015-09-03T23:38:59","modified_gmt":"2015-09-03T21:38:59","slug":"ma-znas-i-sama","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/2015\/09\/03\/ma-znas-i-sama\/","title":{"rendered":"Ma zna\u0161 i sama"},"content":{"rendered":"<body><p>Koji puta se zapitam jesam li ga zamislila. \u017delim osjetiti kako moja ramena i vrat bocka njegova brada. Da upletem svoje noge u njegove i pretvaram se da nikad ne moramo napustiti krevet. Da osjetim kako podi\u017ee mi spava\u0107icu i uzima me. Iznova se svaki puta iznenadim koliko ga moje tijelo ve\u0107 o\u010dekuje, a jo\u0161 sam u polusnu. Poljupci se pretvaraju u ugrize, a moja zijevanja u uzdahe.<\/p>\n<p>Da bar je tako danas bilo, ali danas je morao ranije od mene se probuditi tako da dobila sam nedovoljno pa\u017enje i mrzim ga. Mrzim \u0161to stvari ostavi na jednom mjestu kada smo kod mene. Kao da ne \u017eeli poremetiti, a ja \u017eelim upravo to. \u017delim dokaze! \u017delim da gdje god da se okrenem da vidim njega jer toliko mi nedostaje. Jedino \u0161to imam je mokri ru\u010dnik od njegovog jutarnjeg tu\u0161iranja i \u010da\u0161a vode kraj kreveta iz koje zajedno smo pili.<\/p>\n<p>Da kriminalisti do\u0111u ne bi ni na tren pomislili da je on moj. Da imam nekoga tko me pretvorio u svoju princezu i ispunjava mi sve \u0161to po\u017eelim. Ispunjava mi dan svojim pogledima, a tijelo sobom.<\/p>\n<p>Znate \u0161to pri\u010dam. Onaj osje\u0107aj koji ti govori da on te zaslu\u017euje.<\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Koji puta se zapitam jesam li ga zamislila. \u017delim osjetiti kako moja ramena i vrat bocka njegova brada. Da upletem svoje noge u njegove i pretvaram se da nikad ne moramo napustiti krevet. Da osjetim kako podi\u017ee mi spava\u0107icu i uzima me. Iznova se svaki puta iznenadim koliko ga moje tijelo ve\u0107 o\u010dekuje, a jo\u0161 <a class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/2015\/09\/03\/ma-znas-i-sama\/\">&hellip;&nbsp;<span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,12],"tags":[20,31,32,33,39],"class_list":["post-286","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-7","category-girl","tag-20","tag-girl-2","tag-hrvatski","tag-ljubav","tag-sex"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/286","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=286"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/286\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=286"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=286"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=286"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}