{"id":328,"date":"2015-12-13T17:09:52","date_gmt":"2015-12-13T15:09:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/suicidevoluntary.alekscuracsaric.me\/?p=328"},"modified":"2015-12-13T17:09:52","modified_gmt":"2015-12-13T15:09:52","slug":"cerebro","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/2015\/12\/13\/cerebro\/","title":{"rendered":"Cerebro"},"content":{"rendered":"<body><p>Nitko ne bi to smio mo\u0107i. Zabavna mo\u0107 koju nema da barem jednom i ti nisi za\u017eelio. No mislim da ju on nije zadobio \u017eeljom. Mislim da je njome proklet. Vidim to dok mi otkriva moje misli koje jo\u0161 nisam se usudila pomisliti.<br>\nOn ne probija zidove, on se jednostavno stvori iza njih. Odjednom osjetim da vi\u0161e nisam sama. Netko je tu tko ne bi smio biti tu. Svi ne bi smijeli biti tu. No on ne otvara o\u010di u \u010dudu, ne \u0161ire mu se zjenice ve\u0107 kao da vidi stare prijatelje i sa laganim smije\u0161kom sve promatra. Kada ugleda moju Ljutnju i Strah ne ustukne ve\u0107 im se pribli\u017ei i nje\u017enim dodirom umiri.<\/p>\n<p>A onda meni pri\u0111e, stavi mi dlanove na ramena i pozdravi sa podizanjem obrva i \u2018Hej\u2019.<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 \u0160to \u017eeli\u0161?\u2026<br>\n\u2013 Ni\u0161ta ne \u017eelim. Ni mjenjati ne \u017eelim ni dodati ni oduzeti.<br>\n\u2013 Pa \u0161to onda?<br>\n\u2013 \u0160to ti \u017eeli\u0161?<br>\n\u2013 Ne znam\u2026<br>\n\u2013 Sada \u017eelim da mi prestane\u0161 lagati.<br>\n\u2013 \u2026ne smije\u0161 to raditi ljudima!<br>\n\u2013 A \u0161to im to radim?<br>\n\u2013 \u010cita\u0161 im misli.<\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nitko ne bi to smio mo\u0107i. Zabavna mo\u0107 koju nema da barem jednom i ti nisi za\u017eelio. No mislim da ju on nije zadobio \u017eeljom. Mislim da je njome proklet. Vidim to dok mi otkriva moje misli koje jo\u0161 nisam se usudila pomisliti. On ne probija zidove, on se jednostavno stvori iza njih. Odjednom osjetim <a class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/2015\/12\/13\/cerebro\/\">&hellip;&nbsp;<span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,10,12],"tags":[20,31,32,38],"class_list":["post-328","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-7","category-chapter","category-girl","tag-20","tag-girl-2","tag-hrvatski","tag-relationships"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/328","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=328"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/328\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=328"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=328"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=328"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}