{"id":411,"date":"2016-08-21T18:40:46","date_gmt":"2016-08-21T16:40:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/suicidevoluntary.alekscuracsaric.me\/?p=411"},"modified":"2016-08-21T18:40:46","modified_gmt":"2016-08-21T16:40:46","slug":"special-k","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/2016\/08\/21\/special-k\/","title":{"rendered":"Special K"},"content":{"rendered":"<body><p>Znam da sam sna\u017ean jer nikad nisam bje\u017eao od njegovih pitanja. Nikad nisam bje\u017eao od toga da nisam savr\u0161en. Nikad nisam mislio da \u0107u postati. Nikad ne\u0107u biti nekome \u0161to je K bio meni. To nije ljubav, to je njegova vjera da mogu sve \u0161to po\u017eelim. Isprva me je bilo strah \u0161to mogu sa njime uz sebe, a od danas me strah \u0161to ga vi\u0161e nemam uz sebe. Jedino ve\u0107e od tog straha je \u010dudan osje\u0107aj slobode koji imam jer njega vi\u0161e nema da mi ka\u017ee da sam ne\u0161to mogao bolje ili br\u017ee.<br>\nMa koga ja la\u017eem, taj osje\u0107aj slobode je osje\u0107aj krivnje \u0161to nisam sve to bolje ili br\u017ee napravio. Do danas nisam imao taj osje\u0107aj, do danas sam imao njega.<\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Znam da sam sna\u017ean jer nikad nisam bje\u017eao od njegovih pitanja. Nikad nisam bje\u017eao od toga da nisam savr\u0161en. Nikad nisam mislio da \u0107u postati. Nikad ne\u0107u biti nekome \u0161to je K bio meni. To nije ljubav, to je njegova vjera da mogu sve \u0161to po\u017eelim. Isprva me je bilo strah \u0161to mogu sa njime <a class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/2016\/08\/21\/special-k\/\">&hellip;&nbsp;<span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-411","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/411","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=411"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/411\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=411"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=411"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=411"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}