{"id":680,"date":"2020-07-23T11:16:03","date_gmt":"2020-07-23T11:16:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/?p=680"},"modified":"2020-07-23T11:16:03","modified_gmt":"2020-07-23T11:16:03","slug":"kada","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/2020\/07\/23\/kada\/","title":{"rendered":"Kada?"},"content":{"rendered":"<body>\n<p>Promjenio sam se. Sada je tu boca vode gdje bi ina\u010de bila \u010da\u0161a alkohola sa onom velikom kockom leda. Kako su jebene te velike kocke.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sada ne sjedim ovdje i pi\u0161em o osje\u0107ajima koje sam osje\u0107ao i racionalizirao. Sada pi\u0161em sa osje\u0107am od neku ve\u010der. Sada jo\u0161 uvijek osje\u0107am taj poljubac i tvoje tijelo pod mojim rukama. Sada bi ponovio taj poljubac. Sada bi da traje satima. Sada bi sve. Sada bi tebe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sada te nemam. Sada ne znam gdje si. Sada ne znam ma\u0161ta\u0161 li o meni kao ja o tebi. Sada je pro\u0161lo ve\u0107 2 dana odkad sam odlu\u010dio osloboditi posljednjeg demona. Sada on koji me nagovarao da te poljubim sjedi na litici i smije\u0161ka se. Sada je gdje je htio biti ve\u0107 godinama. Sada sam ja gdje je htio da budem. Sada sa ovim mislima sjedim u sobi u kojoj bi i ti trebala biti. Sada bi bila gola da si ovdje. Sada bi se smije\u0161kala dok bi se izle\u017eavali. Sada bi prebacila jednu nogu preko moje kao da me tijelom grli\u0161. Sada bi me to jo\u0161 vi\u0161e zaljubilo u tebe. Sada bi to. Sada bi tebe.<\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Promjenio sam se. Sada je tu boca vode gdje bi ina\u010de bila \u010da\u0161a alkohola sa onom velikom kockom leda. Kako su jebene te velike kocke. Sada ne sjedim ovdje i pi\u0161em o osje\u0107ajima koje sam osje\u0107ao i racionalizirao. Sada pi\u0161em sa osje\u0107am od neku ve\u010der. Sada jo\u0161 uvijek osje\u0107am taj poljubac i tvoje tijelo pod <a class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/2020\/07\/23\/kada\/\">&hellip;&nbsp;<span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[51],"tags":[52,58,33,57,53],"class_list":["post-680","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-51","tag-52","tag-cura","tag-ljubav","tag-nova","tag-veze"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/680","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=680"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/680\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":681,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/680\/revisions\/681"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=680"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=680"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=680"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}