{"id":712,"date":"2023-01-04T23:41:43","date_gmt":"2023-01-04T23:41:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/?p=712"},"modified":"2023-01-04T23:41:43","modified_gmt":"2023-01-04T23:41:43","slug":"beg-for-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/2023\/01\/04\/beg-for-me\/","title":{"rendered":"Beg for me"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Bojim ga se. Znam kako to zvu\u010di. Kako za svojeg partnera mo\u017ee\u0161 to re\u0107i, a ne odmah objasniti da te se krivo ne shvati. \u017delim da me se tako shvati. Da ljudi znaju sa \u010dime se i koliko on mora boriti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bojim ga se jer ne pije nit pu\u0161i niti me vara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bojim se da on se ne suprostavlja tim svojim demonima ve\u0107 ih vodi. Bojim se da ih je nau\u010dio svoju volju. Bojim se da kada ga se slomi oni znaju preuzeti. Vidim to u sva\u0111ama. Njegovim o\u010dima kao da pro\u0111e ne\u010diji pogled. Osjetim kao da me njima prepustio. Oni nisu on. Nemilosrdni su. Ne daju mi da pogrije\u0161im. Ne daju mi ga ih prekinem. Daju mi samo ono \u0161to \u017eele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u017delim da se slomi i ne dopusti njima da preuzmu. \u017delim da se na\u0111e ispred mene i dok moju ruku uzima u svoju mi prizna da treba pomo\u0107.<\/p>\n<\/body>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bojim ga se. Znam kako to zvu\u010di. Kako za svojeg partnera mo\u017ee\u0161 to re\u0107i, a ne odmah objasniti da te se krivo ne shvati. \u017delim da me se tako shvati. Da ljudi znaju sa \u010dime se i koliko on mora boriti. Bojim ga se jer ne pije nit pu\u0161i niti me vara. Bojim se da … →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[64],"tags":[65,32,33,36],"class_list":["post-712","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-64","tag-65","tag-hrvatski","tag-ljubav","tag-prevara"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/712","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=712"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/712\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":713,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/712\/revisions\/713"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=712"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=712"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suicidevoluntary.aleks.lol\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=712"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}